One tear after another trickling down my face.. You'd think that since you've put me here before that my heart would have built a stronger shield up for this displacement you selfishly keep putting me in.
I saw your pictures today. I can see it in your eyes. You almost look like you're possessed, which I'm starting to believe this drug has engraved in you.
Do you know that I sit up at night and think of you? Do you know how many times you leave me soaked in my own tears? I've always wished nothing, but the best for you and in return, you're squeezing the life out of me.
My heart is big and full of love, but it's not strong and it's left empty from the pain you've caused. I feel like the person that knew me best in life doesn't even know who he is at all.
I cry because you're lost. I cry because you have a drug controlling your life. I cry because there are so many people that fight to live every day and you're chancing your own life every day for a drug addiction. I cry because I miss you... YOU. Not the 'person' that this drug makes of you. I cry because I never want you to feel alone, but I know that you are. I cry because I really miss you always making me smile... and hearing your laugh.
I really cry when I think of the fact that I could lose you... my best friend... my brother... to a drug...
Hoping you win this battle...
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